the night has a thousand eyes

hii.

i haven't written in here since I found out about Nelson, so i'm going to now i guess.

Not much has happened lately. Nelson's funeral was on Wednesday at St Benedict's Smithfield. It was alot more saddening than a funeral usually is, i think personally. Maybe it was because it was a suicide, i'm not sure. I don't think i've cried so much. I will never forget when his parents leaned into the coffin and we're speaking to his body as if he was still alive, stroking his hair and kissing him. Heartbreaking, is the only word I can relaly choose to describe what it felt like to see that.

It was pretty uneventful after that, except when that guy fainted on me. ow -_-.

And lol, even though it was such a sad day, Ninorta still managed to make me and Denita laugh. For example:

Nino: Omg man, this would be the best day to commit crime . . . all the cops are HERE !

and then
*benita is crying*
Nino: oh my god benita. . . YOUR MAKE UP :V .


gosh i love you nino <3
and denita and yonita
i'm so happy that you guys were there with me, and that we could support each other (L)

so yeah, following that day, nothin much interesting happened. Sure, my parents were on holiday, but Yonita was still home. So no rebellious or idiotic antics. Unfortunatley.

THENN on the weekend i got shipped off to Kings Langley to stay with auntie Nina whilst Yonita went to Hunter Valley. I love my aunt and uncle, but thank God for my cousin Rameil, who stopped me from going insane via boredom.

He full took me to ap izza hut owned by his friend who let us into the back kitchen. Thankyou Nigel and the other dude for custom making our pizzas, which were EPIC.

. . .
now i feel like pizza. fml.

TOMORROWW
hopefully i'll see Ivana or something. i've missed her since she went Melbourne.
and then ill see denita on tuesday
and hopefully going swimming at endy's sometime this week .
hopefully

BYE : )